Never Go Back... Never.

Give him his Ultra Violence. xD

It has been a long time since I touched this bad boy. Life got really busy fast. I moved back to my mom's for one and working on getting GED down and finding a job here. Also, working to get some college classes down.


Recently, a friend has passed away that I love like a brother. He died two months ago. I would let him use my Subeta account for fun and when he had friends or loved ones on there he had them. But during his last month and weeks, he struggled with his illness. I found out finally that he passed on. We all knew he did not want a transplant. May he rest in peace.


Back in Dalton and it feels good to some extent. Soon Amy will be riding the wave back here and when I don't have work on that day or evening, we can chill. I seriously got to make some money here and help out. I've been doing all I can right now with what I have left. Friends from down there at my old work still miss me. I won't go back there though.


It's now June and my brother closest to me came over for his 'birthday' weekend. Though his birthday was on the third of June. I got him a card and promised a gift later. He'll be back for a few weeks before he starts field training.

I'm kind of nervous to go into this one place though. I love to shop there. Wish me luck on it.

I'll make this brief.

Hi.

Ok, see you later.

It's so NICE to see friends are just getting on without me. And doesn't even talk much to me. Feh. I guess she doesn't want her sister...

I guess I won't talk much to people when I go back up for Easter stuff... Figures. Friends just drift away from you. Oh well...

So now part three is done. I feel a bit more accomplished now. I think Alex will like it. I think, maybe five more parts. Or four. I am only guessing here. It's all good.

Damn! It's cold down here and I'm freezing! I even got some heat going too to help. It's not doing too hot. It's going to rain here today. T-diddy is on the couch relaxing with his treat. I'm here where you can hear the dish washer. Chores are done and I have to cook tonight too. x_x

Well, I'm running a bit late on this one but it's all good. I didn't have to do the dishes this morning but the animals have been fed. And victory is mine. This music is so beautiful. *Takes tissue and wipes away a tear.* Yea. So anyway, my next objective is to have lunch.

I finished part two for him. It's coming along slowly but surely. It's not one for right away sex. It's more of a be patient type of fiction. But it shows a lot for Christmas. ^_^

I have began my first fiction on that one site. First ever too. But this fiction I'm going to make a gift for Alex. He likes South Park too so this will be to him. He'll just have to wait till it is ACTUALLY done.

And I think...what would people do if I DIDN'T come up for Christmas? Friends have others and so forth. I just think what would happen, you know? I'm not the greatest friend around. Plus...I can't help but to feel like something is weighing down on the fun each time. It's not work or school. No~. I can tolerate that.

Meh...

Today was slow yet it was nice for me and the animals here. We chilled out and had a good time. It has been rather cloudy all day too. I don't think it rained a bit like they said it would. But that is because the chance was 30. Small chance. Bah.

I was looking along the web for a cool music search engine. I think I found one so I can listen to the music at least while at the computer. Singingfish used to be a good site to get the music and I have no idea why people thought dogpile was any good. But this new one is pretty good. I am pleased with this result. I am also waiting for dinner to hopefully get here if dad and Sandy went to get the deer meat earlier. They may be ordering out or something... Eating while I'm here thinking that they MIGHT bring home something. It always pisses me off when they don't.

Eh.

Today has started out ok. There isn't much to make for dinner tonight. I try to help out dad for dinner things now. I've always tried at times. Those other times, I get tired of cooking for a while. Anyway, I have no idea what to do for dinner.

I've been thinking on coming up for Christmas. It seems like my sister and her boyfriend won't make it from what dad says. Hmm... I hope Pops makes it at least. He SHOULD. That means I am free for my computer time up there. I was thinking on if I had to sleep somewhere...they would stick me in the den on the couch or something. I can't see myself like that. No way. The Bonus room for the win.

And then the question of how long do I want to be up there? I suppose I can last until a little after New Years. I'll bring my game up there. I have to download this new editor for W8. It is awesome! It lets you mess with those around you and place things where. So you could find a lot of neat stuff on the road! Also...it lets you work on people and places in towns and such. That is just super. Fucking neat! The one editor rocks for your party. This new one works for all over but the party I think. But then, you could change what people sell and all. I find this neat!

Chores that I do in the morning are done. T-diddy and I are relaxing. I hope Alex is ok. He should be fine...maybe. I wish him good things!

Today is going a little slow. I don't mind the slowness just eh. I wish I had an updated computer and Windows. I could use it for a lot more on youtube and all things that consider having videos on them. Then again, I need more music but now it's like you have to buy music once again. Money is needed for that. But if you ever want a unique CD burned from those you have and all this... Eh.

Anyway, today is going along well. It be 3:08 already. But no one but the 'kids' and me is home. I wonder how Alex is doing though. I heard last from him a few days ago. That boy is a mess. I wish I could buy all the E Nomine CDs. I'll show my brothers what real German music is all about.

I was sleeping peacefully just a while ago. It's not even my given time to wake up. I woke up around 9. Only reason for that is someone else came into the room. I wish people wouldn't while I'm still asleep. I should have locked the door. Infact, it would be nice if I did. The cons to this is, the boys would be WTFing up the wazoo. Oh well~. When I want my sleep, I want it. Though this was the quiet brother. Matthew is better than Stephen by a long shot. He at least knows when to be quiet and all in here in the morning unless I'm awake.

Darby is laying in here on the floor near the computers. My mom's dog is such a ham. It's a bit chilly up here. Freezing cold to me. I have warm socks and pants on. I didn't feel up for a long sleeved so I have a t-shirt on. And it's chilly! Second, I have two bagels. Blueberry kind. Breakfast! I need hot chocolate! I should have made me some. Damn. Anyway, talks back later.

I'm sitting here at my mom's upstairs in the bonus room across from my brother Stephen who is at the other computer. He's always sitting there on myspace like so many other kids. I don't understand why kids have to stay constantly on there. For me, I don't have work or school right now so I'm fine at the computer. But he has school. He was up around 12 almost last night on there. But tonight it's a bit quieter. I like it when all work out right. I need a waters so I won't be thirsty. I wish I had popcorn too for my chocolates. So Saturday is my day I come back home. Partly, I don't want to go but I'm going to be relieved to go back. Having to put up with my brothers is a bit rough. Well...only one. The other is fine. I miss my cats and the dogs too. Time to go home to solitude. And crap... Well...bleh. I'll post more later.

Oks. This be my first post here. Ho' snap!

This is a Halloween wish for all the gang I know and...love? Like too. Ahaha...


I hope you all have a great Halloween. Get a lot of candy, go out and party, and have some fun! Remember it's only one day in the damn year for you to have this fun. Scare some kids too! Happy Halloween from me to you!


Amy! I miss you man. Tell Luxord when he comes to your work that Mar wants to see him...soon.

Damn it all. I've been doing good with keeping away from illnesses. But it seems that if anything I have to get a cold. Maybe a small little one. But it is annoying nonetheless. You know?

Blast! And what the hell is up with this wind?! STOP! You're killing my props! MY PROPS!

I need to get a few more power plugs for what I need to set up. Then I need to get candy, prepare and tada! Halloween is ready.

It's my birthday. Feel the same. A bit older. Getting closer to using a cane for the hell of it. Yep. <3

See you guys later.

My birthday is coming up on Tues. Woot! But it is just like any other day. It always feels like it. Only thing is, you may get cake or ice cream. People saying "Happy Birthday!" That lets you know that it is your day. I'm getting old... I swear. Twenty Three. Damn... Amy, we are seriously getting up there in our years. And you know... I may need a cane before I reach thirty. XD I should buy one from Spencers and be like "Damn kids!"


Anyway, catch you all later. July 25th is the big day.

I have come to say this to my friends...


Have a good fourth everyone! Take care. No getting into trouble. Have a blast. Don't get too burnt! See you later~!

I am taking a small break from LJ. I shall now go to my GJ and post for a while. To share the joys I've had or so on. Alright.

It's getting closer to Metro. I still am waiting on Saturday. I'll be going back home. I have things to talk to Sandy and dad about. I feel that we'll be able to work something out for the transportation. We'll work something out.

So last night...

I got a call from Rid. She's such a funny person. We click like that on the funny things. We talked for a bit until she got off. We were talking about the car issues and then moved on to goofing off stuff.

A while later, I got a call from Kell~. We talked for a good long time. And she got to see how my Crawford is. It's been a long time since I even roleplayed Crawford. He kind of got lonely. Not really. Then we talked about things as I had to act out Schu. Goodness. And a mental image I can see of his room... Hentai shit all over. Black light room. A water bed with lepard print sheets and all. And all his kinky items are stored under the bed. Yea... It was fun. ^^

Then in other news... I'm stuck on a band! LAAA~ Yes. I am. But I will be back... Sometime. Yea. Bai bai for now.